Fire on the Head.....

Been out for days already, having events after events...
It has all been great and fruitful...
but just felt that not many people understands it.

Value system is such an important thing.
What you value in life will determine your life in it.

It is like if you say killing is fine, you will really kill if provoked.
If you say promiscuousness is fine, then you will live that lifestyle.
It is the same for everything.
If you value your friend, you will want to spend time with him/her.
If you value God, you will never want to miss anything of Him.

For me, my values were carved by experiences, by seeing pastors and Charleston and Roy - the way they live their lives and really made me understand what are the valuable things in life. Family, education, time, your destiny, you life, your focus, your energy.

How you spend your life will really bring your life to its fruits/end.
Well, I know what are my values in life, and I hope you do.
It is alright if you don't know it now, and don't feel that way now - but you got to learn about it and change. Don't waste your life away.

Your values make you, and your future.

Feeling of triumph

Wow, wow, wow!!!
Today feels so great!
Sought God in the morning and prayed... and worshiped... and read the Bible...

Then went to meetings after meetings!
First, i met my CG people who are planning C5 and C8 events this week.
It was cool, we joked, we lamed and we did many work!!!
That's the fun of working in church. We work while having fun! Precious-teams!

You guys are the best la! I am loving all of you!
Roderick is always making me laugh! His jokes really leveled up many times already!
Sam is like his partner for jokes, and sometimes he is part of it. But he is secure in God. That's a very important thing.

Shu Qing is so new but she is so awesome!!! She is just so wonderful, sweet and faithful!!!
Today is the first time she wasn't asleep after 10pm. And the greatest thing is that she is doing something PURPOSEFUL!
Wow, I recall the first time I served... that was so cool, both spiritually and physically.
Awesome la... I realized i have been smiling from ear to ear the whole day because......
the feeling of triumph is over me.

The passion part is going to be superb!!! Definitely! Trust me! It is going to be so cool!
The C8 gathering is going to be life-changing. Believe me! It is going to be awesome!

After that, I met my dream team! Ha-ha, this phrase suddenly crossed my mind out of a sudden. Maybe it was because of the influence from Ivan.
But, it's good influence! And I am not not ashamed to copy that.
I have my dream team! I met them. We joked, we have fun, we have debates, but we did much work... And I know all of them are going to grow to the next level!
I know they will.
They will change the world!

And meetings, and discussion after that, all the way through the night... it was just so fantastic!
Did so many things in a normal day...
Wei Hong is fantastic la!!! He is just super wonderful... Su Ling is so hardworking! Aaron is so funny and helpful. But he felt slightly sick - got to pray for him. Take care, man.

Pan and Ruo En are also changing the world. It's cool to work with them!
Feeling of triumph!
It is because all of you brought this feeling to me!
Love you guys!

Feeling of triumph.

born with a silver spoon

had a fun time watching movie with some of the buddies.
The watching 10k BC is nice.
It has a storyline....
has many prophesies too... and some are very funny! Ha-ha. The whole cinema is laughing at times.
Well, the story's main character is like Gideon. The weak man from the weak family, criticized by the whole tribe as being a coward's son. He isn't brave either.

But who knows, at the end, he became the commander of the entire army fighting against the greatest nation at that time - Egyptians.

And can I tell you how disgusting are the associates... Gosh, all wearing linen, have long finger-nails accessories.. they are all guys... You will know what I mean.
Well, i shall not go in details. It is a good watch, you can try it!

Just on the way home, talking to people and I just felt that I am so blessed.
The thought just flooded my mind and I just wanted to praise God!
I just love my weekends where I would be like a fish in the water.
Weekends are like my dream, where you are living it out...
It's when hope and faith are the most significance, as though within your grasp.
It's where people are like angels, smiley, cheerful and full of love.\
It's where you see pastors, and hearing from them just make me feel so up-lifted in spirit. it is some kind of spiritual magic... But I can't deny it, they have anointing.
Church is where you find your truest self being expressed in whole confidence because mistakes are not remembered, and encouragement is the atmosphere. You just feel as ease.
I am a fish in Water.

Thinking about it, every troubles and worries do not stuck me anymore.
Don't wanna live for the sad things in life - that is so sadistic and morbid.

I want to live for the great things in life!
I want to live for a great destiny!
I want to change the world... I know WE will...
It shall come.....to pass.

Time ends

It is really scary to think about this - the time is ending... END TIMES.

Today's bible study was overwhelming!
I can't simply explain how much information and awe penetrated my thick logical brain...
I really "hands up" when i read the bible.
The Word of God is just so convicting and real. Wow!

Pastor talked more about the Great Tribulation today...Nic and I were REALLY talking and the thought of it just sends chill up our spine.

It is really scary, but on the other hand, it really shows how much we got to prepare ourselves before that day comes.
1 part of me is excited. But the other part is so scared and hoped that I do not have to go through this GT.
Now i can understand how Jesus felt when He prayed at the garden of Gethsemane.
"If possible, let this cup pass from me.......................nevertheless, not My will, but let Your will be done".

"Oh God, I also pray this prayer sincerely from my heart - If possible, let this cup pass from me, but if it is Your Will, please give me the strength to endure it!"

Hmmm, what could be worst than the Great Tribulation:
it made me feel that my PO is nothing
What are exams?
What is tiredness, and want to sleep?
What is temptation?
What is friend's influence?

All these are still in your control! Wait till the GT comes - when things are NOT in your control anymore...
That is when you start crying... I will... I bet you sure will... unless you decide to give up on your eternal life.
Do not regret this step in life. Regret is the worst feeling anyone can feel!
What is regret?
It is the feeling you get when something sad happens to you and you realized that you could ACTUALLY DONE something but you did not...

For people who feel sad because they can't help when something happen, it is okay, at least you tried your best! There are quite a few many times when I felt regrettable. That's why I know the feeling of it... I believe all of you know what i mean!

Was just reading the LD, about living our lives according to priorities and discipline.
Pst Lia said this "be character driven, not emotional driven".
So true!

Well, enough for the day, my emotion wants to rattle on and on... but I got to sleep!!! Got to prepare for the next day.

Good night world! My prayer again is that all shall KNOW GOD and GROW STRONG so as to endure...
for your eternity...
for your loved ones...
for yourself...
for the truth...
for Jesus...

Going to lala land...,
Wei Jie

I am thinking again...

Just before I go exercise, I decided to upload some songs into my phone and hence, during this short period of time, I will blog!!!

Some times i also wonder that blogging can help you recall what a wonderful day you have, even if not, you still have a wonderful life... and to thank God for all.
Hence, I would always think...
Not that I don't feel, i know everyone do.
But just that, i want to keep growing towards my destiny and the only way is to grow in my thinking, my value system, the way I see things, and feelings do not contribute to the growing process.

Okay, I am writing very long already.
Well, thanks Nicholas for promoting about me in his blog!!! He is so hardworking and studying so hard... Got to really pray for him...

Well, isn't it amazing how all of us are blogging the same thing... Ha-ha. We flow...
That's why friendships are almost like 2 become 1.
The whole leadership team, the whole heart of God church essence is of friendship, is of 1 body.
Pastors and us. Charleston and the zone. Roy and myself. Me and Nic. Me and my leaders. the leaders and their people. Everyone of us are connected - by this simple 6 letter FRIEND.

I can't deny the fact that without friends, life would REALLY be boring.
Can you imagine you worked hard for 1 whole year and achieve something great, like scoring 4 A's for your A level (this is for you Nic), you screamed and cheer but realized you can only hear your own voice. Usually people will celebrate, but you are doing it all alone.
Can you imagine going steamboat... alone?
Can you imagine catching the latest movie... alone?
Can you imagine your wedding has no people witnessing, or sharing the joy? In fact, you might not even get married since you don't even have a friend.

At this point of time, you might think that friend is all that it matters... well, i felt i was wrong before (Before I knew God).
my life literary revolved around my friends, my games with friends, going out with friends.
Why? Because i wasn't really close to my family.
But yet, after i came to God, after i learn more about life, (again, it comes by reading, listening and THINKING).

The thing is that bad friends are worst off than having no friend. They can drag you down with them, push you down, or stop you from going up. And you know what I mean.

So after i experience good friendship. You might wonder what I am mean but let me tell you how i define it.

1) love. Yes, this is a big word. The things they do for you, it is not impulsive passion(they last more than 3 mins for sure) They care about how you feel, not how they feel. They think for you and teaches you to think for yourself.
The picture you can carve in your mind is that, they don't just want to feed you with a fish when you are hungry.
But they want to teach you how to fish and take care of yourself. And in fact, they also want to teach you how to grow a farm so you can even provide for other people.
They are spreading the love of Jesus. indescribable, expressionlessness... they put your heart in theirs. that's how i put it. In fact, they know what you desire and need.
What i would really say is they will help you to live your life better. From school, to home, to society, to your other friends, to church, to work, to marriage, to retirement... (woah, that's so long later...)
Everything.......................real friend...cares...

2) love. Again, it is so important. Because out of love, they look out for your souls, like shepherds looking after their sheep. They want to prevent things happening to your life. They sense a coming danger and bring you away. They don't run, definitely no. But they will fight (sometimes better than you do, fiercer than you do - just because they love)

3) love. What else can I say? A friend knows what is good for you, and wants the best for you. Knowing God is the biggest thing in the entire world. If you really love your friend, you would want them to experience it as well. Well, I do... I know you do... too.

And my Pastors and my leaders do all these... Sometimes with no reward... or rather, not expecting any. That is why it is call love.

love with reward isn't love at all.
If one day, you work without taking salary, would you still work?
Well, pastors did that for 2 years! Sacrificial love... Pastor just preached a whole series on love for the past 2 months! Go listen to the sermons - it will change your life, definitely.

Anyway... do you have a real friend? I am proud to say that I have, and I want to be.
Do find who are your real friends... and cherish them!

Tata, going to exercise...
great time to think again.
bye,
Wei Jie

Fun in the rain = Friendship

it was a fun day today! I believe your day was too.
I just love my life everyday... Got to admit it!


Just finished typing my report.
it wasn't very long this week. But yet it is long enough to be written in history and God's little book of life.
It feels so awesome to feel a sense of achievement. I bet you all do.
You did something you thought you couldn't do... But at a step at a time, you achieve greater grounds.
Today i did it again, stretching my human limits to do the Godly things, by Godly powers.

This feeling never runs away from you but are just hidden inside of you.
Awaiting for you to pull it out to enjoy it. ITE - It's To Enjoy.
Enjoy the power of God in your life everyday, you will not regret it!
Trust me, I know you do.

Just heard a miracle today! It is just so awesome.
Shu Qing dreamt of a figure sitting opposite a table in front of her. So she asked the figure if she could have the Bible and hoped that when she goes to our CG meeting today, she would be able to bring home one.
This has never crossed my mind before, neither Xiao Hong's. But we did it. We planned to buy a bible for her and bless her as she is really hungry for the Word of God.
Her face almost turned pale in shock. She was dumbfounded. Her jaws dropped. There's nothing anyone can say. But just to praise God and His everlasting faithfulness.

He always fills your holy desires, and some earthly ones, provided they're in His will.
Felt so encouraged that God used us to birth forth a miracle to encourage a new disciple!
Once again, this feeling is so addictive! You can do anything just to have this feeling! Try it.


Almost forgot about the rain today... i was drenched but it was cool. Serious... I am delighted.
Went to SKS book store with my friends, my sisters, my brother, my soul-mates, the people surrounding me around my life. But unfortunately fortunately, it rained.

We were caught in the rain, and were running around to find the place.
By the time we reached there, we were left with little time to explore the store so I decided to spend more time there and take cab after that which I will pay for it. We were like enjoying ourselves in the rain, and just having fun together. That's what i love!!! You will love it too.


Also, the store is BIG!
You should all see it.
It is cheaper than Tecman. Has more variety than them too.
But the sad thing is I can't find Ulf Ekman's "I found my destiny" - the book that really inspired me to my destiny to God.

Come to think about it, I really wondered what life would become if I did not take on this exciting path and become a movie star in this amazing destiny.

It is so exciting everyday
overcoming grounds after grounds.
conquering mountains after mountains.
solving problems after problems.
seeing lives after lives.
looking forward after everything passes behind.
Waiting for the final showdown -the End Times.

I really would have to thank my Psts who showed me an alternative life.
Without them, it would never cross my mind that life could be so meaningful! They showed me how to be a man, be a son, be a social-man, dress up well, be confident, and to take life seriously.

Of course there would be the God element, and seriously, it is also them.
They are my friends, my teachers, my shepherd, my pastors, my spiritual parents.