Tuesday, September 09, 2008

awesome revelation

God made you what you are to do what you are to do...

Let me repeat it: God made you WHAT YOU ARE to do what YOU ARE to do.

Everyone of us has talents. No doubt, it is attainable, train-able, teach-able, practice-able, cultivat-able. In short, talents can be grown...

But 1 thing that is unchangeable and critical is that we all have a purpose in life...
And that is determined by our Creator - God.
God gave a purpose to do something. Each and every individual one of us has a CERTAIN aim.
And God is a just God. He will not tell you to do something when you can't do it.

He is a God of provision.
Jehovah Jireh - God provides.

What is provision = provide for the vision.

That's why when you know more about yourself, naturally you will know what is your purpose. But the sad thing is that people gets too busy with finding out about themselves and growing their potential, and trying to make a living with it that they neglect their purpose.

For me... it was in God's way... God told me my purpose. I doubt it... didn't trust it...yet. felt unsure about myself... but then, God began to reveal to me about my potentials, about MYSELF, my passion in life, what i GENUINELY love to do...

THAT is what God made me to do what I am to do!!!

Do you know yours yet?

Friday, September 05, 2008

Break the silence

Woah... Realised that my previous post was really solemn and silent...
Ha-ha. It adds spice to my blog.

Life is not always up and down, but its how high you keep climbing though you get down...
And I am like that.

I am handling more things in staff and also in the zone. I felt like superman... But at the same time, I felt a bit sad because I am "not so free" to spend time with people or follow Roy...

There were a few times where I told Roy I can't find him because I have to rush some staff work... Aw... Though Roy was okay with it, but I felt that pinch in my heart...

My Pastors and Leaders always spare the thought for us and don't want us to over-work, feel obliged, pressured, or even make things difficult for us... They would never take advantage of me.
But to me, I hope I can be an advantage to them, I can be a help, be a support...

Greater responsibility, ease the burden...

Few more quotes:
I forgot... aw... ahaha. I will post it up when i remember them.

1400,800,250,100!!!

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

Someone is stalking me!!!!

I can feel the tension rising...
The breathing down my neck...
The tapping of feets, tip-toeing nearer to me...

Someone is following me...

Sounds like some movie series. Anyway, just to make it more straight-forward.
I felt trouble and problems paid me a visit today. I did not invite them, but guess i attracted them...

It is always like that. They are attracted to greatness. Whenever someone or something becomes better, they gets nearer.

Higher level, higher devil...

Well too bad, I know it even when you are trying too hard...
So sorry to see you sigh, and agitated.

I have peace, and you are pissed.
I have Jesus and you are losers.
I am a winner and you a whiner.
I am favoured but you are evil.
Whatever it is, you are not going to tear me down... I live on a rock.. =P

Responsibility! - rhema

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

Forever

1 word that summarized the essence of my post today.

this is the cry of my spirit. so high pitched that you can't hear it, and so distinct that people miss it.

And you shall hear it now, clear and free.


saturday and sunday have been fulfilling except for a few cancelled meetings.

There has been many good news so far. it just comes all the time. it's forever-more!
God is the same forever and ever...
C zone is 190!!! we have been growing for the 3 weeks already. If we keep it up... we will get 300 in no time!!! wahah...

i shall end here to continue another post
I am posting this only now because I forgot to finish it up the previous times. =)

Interesting huh...

God has blessed us with this already!!

1) Growth - Mindset
2) Pastors
3) Conviction of the people - Idealism