Tuesday, May 27, 2008

majulah everybody

Been talking alot about visions lately...
It is so imprtant... yet seems so easy.
It is as simple as dreaming, but as hard as discipline.
It takes short to dream, but might take a lifetime to fulfill.
But nonetheless, you still must have a vision for your own life.
And I have one too.


Vision is what you see when you close your eyes.
It is what you imagine that split second before you fall asleep every night.
It is like a partner to your soul
It talks to you.
It needs you, and you also need it.
It is the language of the 4th dimension. It is spiritual.
And yet again, everyone needs it.


From a toddler, all that every one does is to grow up.
From a teenager, every one is just exploring life, and yet still growing up.
From a youth, one starts to stabilized in life, and is yet still again growing up.
When a young adult, that is when people get assured of what they want are, BUT, this is usually when people thought they have grown up, and they stopped.
It is especially important at this point that people know their vision in life, that which will keep them onwards.
majulah every body.

Without a vision, people perish - spiritually, futuristically, ideally.
Life is more than what it seems.
It is not just earning money, having a family, see your children grow up, support them to graduation, rely on them to take care of you when you retire, enjoy life, travel around the world, then finally wait for death to swallow you up.
It may seem like a "perfect" life, but this is so boring.
And, don't bother about earning your 1st million by certain age or whatever. Because when that day comes, it will be you spending your record 1st million as well.

So what makes the difference.
It is the 4th dimension - Doing something that you can't imagine yourself doing, but you saw it through your spirit.
Dreams and visions are the language of the Holy Spirit. The amazing thing is God does speak to you and I, and the medium is faith. With faith in our hearts, and minds, we allow God to speak to us, and sometimes through dreams and visions.
We are created, and all creation has a purpose. We are not by accident.

Every one is like running in a tunnel.
Towards the end of life means running to the end of the tunnel.
And that would usually be signified as a "light - hope" at the end.

Just ask yourself this -  if you don't know what is your vision (destination), where would you go? Please don't wonder around in the tunnel, that would really mean no purpose...
How about - You know your vision, but you can't see it, that would be sad. You would go the wrong direction. Although you are achieving things, but that is not your optimum.

So start looking for your vision in life;
Renew your mind to keep focus of your vision. Don't lose sight of it.

You need faith - it is all in the 4th dimension.
To have Vision
To have Success.

see you at the end. onwards everybody

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Captivate me... fascinate me...

I have been having many thoughts lately and didn't really have the time to pen it down.
So here I am... not in any chronological order.

This song "Inside Outside" by delirious has really went inside and outside my soul.
Captivate me, fascinate me.
Sometimes I really wonder what catches our attention.
- Is it the opposite gender... no.
- Maybe it is money... no.
- Probably it is honor... again, no.
- try fun... hmmm, well...

To me, it is about life, purpose, visions, faith.
I get excited when people talk about how amazing things are going to become.
It is cool to talk about the future, rather than the past.
It edifies life to talk about life.

I am not a bore always talking only about these. But these are things that SHOULD captivate our hearts.
I am also a man, a teenager. I am in the world as well. I get exposed to crush, jokes, laughters, pranks, every thing under the sun, you name, I've got it.
But at the end of the day, when you are alone in your room, thinking and reflecting about your life, what do you smile at? what do you want to improve in? what do you carry on doing? I hope you at least think of these, and keep progressing in life.

That's why I love my pastors. They always fascinate me. They are always progressing, but not leaving us behind. They are always on the edge, but stable. They are stable but living in ultimate faith. They sometimes do the craziest things, but it ends up a revolutionized idea that one can hardly come up with.

With them, i know that I will not be left old-fashioned. I will not lose out in life. I will not be short-changed. In fact, I feel that I am more blessed than many. I love my life. You should love yours too. Find a reason to love your own life. If your reason is the same as mine, it is fine - for this is a very good reason to love life for.


Just ending up this post. This is my cousin. Really had fun catching up with her last sunday. We celebrated her birthday and hang around at T3.
Hey cousin, look forward in life yeah! God made eyes in front, and not at the back of your head. So look forward to the future.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

The world is shining!!!





This is so cool and cute!!
Anyway, the gospel is really traveling to the ends of the world so quickly already.
There are so many news of pop-stars, celebrities, mere civilians, every body from all the over coming to Jesus.
And especially with the recent natural disasters (Cyclone Nargis, Earth Quake at Si Chuan), the End Times is coming real soon...

There is fear and yet a joy! The Light is shining upon us now. It shall come at a time we do not know.
It just comes.
This is the truth.
Liveth upon it with faith! Let deception not disturb thy soul.

I want to be as strong as this old woman, if not stronger!

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

IT is COMING!!!

Red Rain is coming in 11 more days!!!

Zone F's first service is coming in 3 more days!!

Schools Seminar is coming in 1 month!!


Growth is coming!
I know it is...
I just know...

Let's keep growing!
C5 - 30!
C8 - 23!
3000,1000,750,250,126,100,53...
All these numbers MEAN a lot to us...
They are not numerics, they are numerous lives!

Don't just aim to influence 1, go for the massive. Believe for the best!
Nothing is impossible. If you want to learn about faith, take a look at Ivan's blog - see my links.


Out of the abundance of my heart,
let it come.

Monday, May 12, 2008

many things revealed!

There are many things revealed recently...
Like seeing the stress in school piling up, seeing our church really going to the next level, seeing people as who they are, and who they can become.

It is just so amazing.
Zone F is having their own service this weekend! This is like a mileage!
This is the very first time to see this phenomenon happening, in the world - i believe.
The whole service will be run by secondary school people, some even as young as secondary 1. And it is not just a normal 50-people group meeting. This is a 200-people massive service.

They really change history. The next generation will be better.
Pastor Lia has done it in the past, now the leaders will take on the baton.
I can't wait to attend the service to help out, to see the amazing people, and just soak in the anointing of God on these people. You don't want to miss this out man!
I guarantee the Zone F people wouldn't be able to sleep the night before. Ha-ha...

The power of Dr Cho's prayer.
Tabernacle prayer is really so awesome. I have never seen or heard it before, but yesterday I lived through it.
You never want to leave when you have reached the holy of holies. Trust me, I almost stayed overnight in church, but I have to obey God's 5th commandment so I went home.

My prayer
This is super awesome... I just got this revelation this morning 6.30am....
I can't stop praising God...
Let me give you the factual recount of what happened first.

1st part: For the past 3 days I have been dreaming about somebody (Let's call him Person A)... They are all different dreams, but the person will be inside the dream. So you can imagine, everyday at 5am, 9am, 6.30am... I woke up, puzzled, wondering what the dream was about.
2nd part: At 1am, I received an email from Person B. It was nothing particular.

But now, let me tell you the full story - THIS IS REVELATION.
Earlier last week on Friday, I was praying for the CG, for things, people, myself, Pastors, etc...
Then there was this prayer that I was a bit stuck and confused so I asked God for guidance. So I asked God to show me a sign that I may know this is the answer God wants for me.
And being full of faith, and trusting God for the impossible, I ask God for 2 proofs.
The 1st being that Person A will email me despite the ultra busy schedule. (this is to prove that the answer is from God)
The 2nd being Person B will email me - not this week, but next week. (this is to prove that the current situation is the wrong answer and I have to change to the newly found answer from God)
I know it sounds a bit ridiculous to have 2 proofs but there are actually the same answer.
This is ultra faith! That's why I say, it is impossible..... but God moves!

And you should know by now, both phenomenon came true.
So I woke up this morning and wonder why I dreamt about Person A again, then as I was walking to the toilet, God just revealed to me this sentence: "You want email ma? I "sent" you the first one immediately on saturday morning, but you didn't realise it, so i send it again on sunday, you still didn't realise it so I send it again on Monday morning, though it broke the rule already!!! Oh my... Oh my... This is my God!!!

Now, I am trully convinced that the answer is from God...
And I will continue to walk in His ways,
as a man who fears Him,
who lives to please Him,
and to glorify Him.

This has brought a whole new perspective of REVELATION to me...
Cool God.

Going to lunch now... ha-ha...
*just for laugh gags*
TP - Temasek Poly, TP - Tabernacle Prayer.
No wonder I am in TP, and am so strong. I have been "in the prayer" for 7months already. Ha-ha.


Red Rain is coming in 12 days!!!

Saturday, May 10, 2008

RED RAIN!!! 14 more dayS!!!



RED RAIN IS COMING
Book yourself on the 24th and 25th May


You don't want to regret it!!!!
Come down to Paya Lebar, Singapore Post Centre.
I guarantee you there will be rock, lights, RAIN!!!!

Contact me for more information!
See you there!

Friday, May 09, 2008

weird dream

i woke up this morning and i realized i have a very weird dream.


in the dream, i can only see some of the leaders of our church and also pastor How.
and we were playing a game, but it looked a bit violent. I don't really remember what was happening but we were like in a big maze and I kept running. I can't recall who was with me.
But i remember i was running from rooms to rooms, and then the other group just walked and followed us.

well, I supposed I really miss my Pastors! Ha-ha.
But whatever it is, their essence are still in my life and I carry them in my heart and lifestyle.
Just this noon, I prayed the way Pastor How taught us, exactly the same way. Ha-ha. That's a way to remind myself he is still around.

Lol!!! They will be back ah!!! I'm getting a bit emotional here.

During he afternoon, I went Kings Cafe at Aljunied. It is really a nice place to hang out.
  1. The food is pretty nice
  2. the price is affordable from 4 - 7pm for a decent meal.
  3. And it is not very crowded
  4. And it is very near the MRT station.
  5. And the MRT station is VERY NEAR our church.
I think Aljunied really has many nice eateries. Just around the corner, in the same building as Kings Cafe, there is a famous "bun + dim sum" coffee shop. The whole shop is run by the same company. They are really efficient and the food is nice too. It is famous. Ha-ha.

They better thank me for helping them to promote their stalls. Ha-ha.
I haven't mention that Kings Cafe allow reservation, at least 30 mins. You can ask them to cook earlier so by the time you or your whole CG arrives, the food will be ready. So cool, isn't it.
Now all of you feel like going there already.
Remember to tell them Wei Jie recommended you. Wahaha... Maybe I can get the membership.

Ha-ha, I think I will really make a super powerful fan!!!
Red Rain will definitely enjoy me... Yeah.

at night, we back church to hang around, eat, fellowship, learn from Roy about life values and many more.
If I were to type all out, I will need 3 hours.
The atmosphere was superb, especially the last part.There is a power in genuineness.
And I could just feel it from the people who were there just now!
It was so precious and I believe that we are all growing stronger everyday because we are doing this every week. It is guaranteed in services, and bonuses are given during CG meetings and extra tips are spread out when you meet your leaders. Isn't it easy to grow! Well... it is a matter of choice.
The one who is hungrier will get more food.
Well, I would say, the one who desires more, will get more food.
Because there are some people who doesn't know how to tell if they are hungry or not.

He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him

Argh... that's all for the night!! tomorrow is the final showdown! Man U will win west ham and
take the EPL championship...

Those who supports Man U... say OLE!!!! ahaha

RAIN!
RAIN! RAIN! RAIN! RAIN! RAIN! RAIN! RAIN! RAIN! RAIN! RAIN! RAIN! RAIN!

Thursday, May 08, 2008

Take 1 hour to talk about 48 hours

Here is my 30 minutes break in school and I am here to breathe before i go on to the next lesson.
Gabriel is beside me, it is so funny and so cool to know someone in the same class, and same family.
I never had that family before, but i have to get used to it because we will definitely grow!

Yesterday was just running the whole day in a constipation.
It was wednesday but i felt there were so many things inside of me but it just can't come out.
The reason is simply, behind gates...
I am in school...

But it was great that I am really stretching myself because I can't fathom how exciting and cool, and progressive our church is becoming for the half of the year, and these definitely speaks of BUSYNess.

I just recalled what brother Clemen said before: words from such a man who fears God.
"I know I better not sleep too much, for I do no know what even GREATER dreams or 'station' God has installed for me. And it will definitely require MORE out of me - energy, time, attention, sacrifices. So i better start training myself to live to the fullest and max out" (copy righted, using my words) But you get the picture.

Be on the cutting edge!
If you want to progress strongly in life, be on the cutting edge. At the edge of your toes.
That will ensure you to move forward.

Imagine you are leaning forward (vision 100metre sprint), you will gear your body forward, and it will create that drive in your muscles and senses to keep moving forward.
No doubt that you risk falling down, but that's life isn't it?
Chinese idiom - Big tree, gets wind.
The bigger you are, the more problems you attract. Because problems are attracted to bigness.
It is God's principle, it is a well-known rule.

You rather live hard, keep progressing and breakthrough in your life, achieve new things, run towards your calling from God.
Run with a vision. Don't live with nothing, and die with a sigh.

carry on later! got to run... ahaha

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

nostalgia

All the good old days....
But the future will be better!

Went to watch Iron with some of the amazing people from our zone!
With them, we will rock the world together with Pastors.

Iron man is so cool la! ha-ha. his technology is like 2050... or probably longer than that...
I am so jealous... ha-ha.
We had a great time LAUGHING in the movie because there was a bird chirping sound in the cinema. It was so funny and interesting. Maybe we should investigate Cathay Cinema one day. HAHA.... if you understand what I mean - good!


Then we went to Hong Kong Cafe and spent much time drinking and chatting.
I ordered Milo Dinosaur and their cup is like so "coffee-shopped"... It is a normal big sized tin cup with a handle. haha, and its 2.90! Thanks so much for the Hong Kong ambiance and utensils...

We talked a lot about the past, present and future. Ha-ha.. we covered LIFE during the chat. It was really nostalgic as i recalled so many incidents, great and amazing ones and really yearn for those memories again.
Maybe one day, I will write all of them down - these are what I can remember:
Rain came at specific time-pray.
1st read the Bible cum supernatural faith follows genuine prayer
Ran around Dhoby Auditorium, ultra energy with heavenly dreams.
Fire fall down
Speak via physical signs
- keys, thumb drive, wallet
- numbness
- cramp
- shaking
- cold
- heat
DREAMS
intense tearing

I think there are still many more but I just can't recall them now. Well, one day... shall come up with a book about it... ha-ha.
Actually i had dream of writing books when i was primary 3.
What an awesome dream at such a young age... right? I believe that desire is placed in me for a purpose... and it is slowly unfolding...

talking about unfolding, my GOOD friend Nicholas says that if I were an onion and if he peels my skin away, he will find a "gangster" in the core. I have thanked him many times for that already.
Basically this onion theory came out from what Pastor shared about being true on the internal and external.
never wear SKIN and hide your Meat.
Your exterior should be a reflection of your internal.
That is so important... because the key here is that the exterior is not about behavior, or habits.
Behavior and habits will reflect a bit on character but what is a more serious problem in society is that they have fake behaviors and habits. The worst is that they are trying to hide their bad/ugly character.
well, this is a "no, no!!"

So, be yourself, change the bad characters, keep doing it.
Born an original, don't die a copy.
babies are pure, don't let your corpse be dirty.
naked, we have come, naked we will sure go. Don't bring any bad characters with you.

School coming soon... haha... miss the holiday periods, but looking forward to WORKING period.
FUTURE, here i COME!!!

Saturday, May 03, 2008

argh... this hurts me...

Just bathed and just sat down in front of my computer, breathing till i sleep and wake up again for the next day of my amazing life...
But what is tugging me at the back of my brain is that I DROPPED Charleston's laptop just now at the bus stop...
argh! How could this happen.
I sat down and placed the laptop on my lap, but as i stood up to board the bus, i forgot to lift the laptop out of my feet. Oh my... how careless...
I can't look at charleston ah...
I confess to Charleston but he was so okay with it... made me feel so out-of-place...

He was really okay and carried on talking, chatting and even joking.
Hmmm... I am just so grateful that I have such amazing friends with me... who do not mind about the mistakes and weaknesses we have in life.
For we understand that all mankind have weaknesses are it is human to err.
Through out my 18 years of life, it is almost impossible to find this anywhere else except in little pockets in secondary school and a bit in polytechnic. I do not really know Poly students yet but i would definitely not put Secondary School into favor.
This is true friendship.

And more than being just a great friend, Charleston is my great mentor, teacher, shepherd, discipler, counselor, and more than anything else, he is my role-model other than my Pastors.


He was there whenever I needed him, and he was there to give me important tips that would help me in my life...

I felt so bad, but i also feel the gratefullneses. Yeah...

So work hard guys. no matter what happens, grow out it.. =

Friday, May 02, 2008

RED RAIN




BY THE WAY!!! Red Rain is coming!!!
you better watch out, you better not slack, you better not sleep, cos im telling you why, Red Rain band is coming to town! it is so cool, that if you don't go, you will sure "ku" (cry) and i know it's true. Red Rain band is coming to town!
What are you waiting for! Visit the website = www.redrain.sg
Contact me for more information. =)

I feel Good..... haha...

just came back from supper with Roy, Melvin and Kian Leng.
It is so funny... just hanging around with them.
Kian Leng is just so secure and always enjoy being the bud of the joke. In fact, he makes people laugh.
Don't get me wrong, he is a strong man as well..
He was just telling me how his class look up and respect him, and even the teachers think good of him.

That is just so awesome.
This is true humility and genuineness.
You are being yourself and yet you bring out the leadership of you.
That's why, don't try to be someone else - you will never become like them. I thank God that Bill Gates don't try to be David Beckham, Michael Jackson don't try to be George Bush, Michael Jordan don't try to be Arnold... If not, you will see chaos.

So, just be who you are, and work hard towards having better character, and lesser flaws. You can imitate the good things, like how we want to be like our Pastors - the way they live their lives, they carry themselves, run meetings, their mindset, their value system... But we don't want to live their lives... We live our own lives, wanting to be the best of what we do. And they are our definition of best (other than Jesus Christ).

Love it.... I feel good.
Partly also because I do not have school on friday! haha. so sorry! =) I just don't have school.

Anyway, today was a long day... Woke up at 9am, and reached home at 12am... It was meetings after meetings, settling stuff after stuff... but still, i feel good.
There is always such a joy after you have done something, especially if it was something difficult to do.
The harder it is, the better you feel.

Mrs Yeo said this, 'every time she sees a problem, she sees a challenge and she enjoys fighting it to see herself growing after it'.
This is so cool! And if you know her background which she shared during the conference earlier on, you got to take your hats off her. It takes A LOT to be able to do that, after going through all the emotional and mental struggles and scars and wounds, and growth barriers. She amazes!

I can't wait for Friday to come. it will be another great day... great night... great presence!!! and revival...

Btw, Man U is playing Chelsea for Champions League!!!
Yeah, Man U all the way.. =) In case some of you do not know, I support Man U...
We will win EPL and Champions League! Trust me!

True substance is the ability to feel good in times of good news, bad news, and being able to stand before God and thank Him no matter what happens. It is a principle!
Substance...

God has blessed us with this already!!

1) Growth - Mindset
2) Pastors
3) Conviction of the people - Idealism