Tuesday, February 24, 2009

fruitful day

Today is great, greater, and greatest... There is another word call greatester.. =) I form it because i believe tomorrow will be a better day!

I had exam, then i rush back to khatib to have meetings with my leaders... discuss about people, and it was fruitful... Seriously, i am switching my mindset already. What concerned me is more about the leaders growing... because i believe that:

"When leaders lead in anywhere,
and the people willingly offer their lives.
Bless the Lord!"

After that meeting, i had dinner with my family... it was so interesting because i was the one that arranged it. I messaged my mother and father in mandarin and they replied me in English. It was just weird because we don't do this. I think i only receive messages from them like less than 10 times. Moreover, my father even replied me "Okay, ask qi (sister's petname) to come."

haha.. so we went hong kong cafe and ate over $95...
Along the way, we saw martin and mae ann (it was before she felt uneasy, i guess). Oh Mae Ann, you got to recover.. We are praying for you!
Then i saw nicholas and his gang having integ meeting. haha. it is his hang out already man... and also, i borrowed his xin wang membership card for 10% discount. ahahaha.

After that, i went back and finish my ADMINISTRATION!
1) workplan
2) integration list
3) reply Chris's and Roderick's inte list
4) YA monthly reports
5) reply my 30 emails!
6) blogged. =)

Lastly... this is my creation.. =)
because I am so excited to see new people learning and growing... this is the ABC of meditation for leaders... Enjoy...

4 A's will be the basic criteria...
4 Best leaders among the many others will become...
4 CGLs!!!
4 Dimensioned!
4 Excellent work...
4 Friendships...
4 Godly leaders...
4 Humble leaders...
4 Idealistic leaders...
4 Jokers (I hope not)... but i think anointing flows... HAHAHA
4 Kind hearts
4 L's (Live, Learn, Lead, Love)
4 Minds (Thinkers and not just workers)
4 Normal people (The strength of C Zone is that normal people, attached with the power of God, can become great people)
4 Optimistic (faith-filled)
4 Pastors-hearted (think for, and of pastors during their time)
4 Quality people (not just any tom,dick or harry)
4 Responsible leaders
4 Spiritual (How can i forget this point!!)
4 Tenacity-trained (Strength to overcome difficulties!)
4 Under-estimated people (Then we can prove the world that the power of God can make them powerful!!)
4 Void in their hearts (They must have scars that God has healed before, so they would have experienced God's love deeply. For much is forgiven, much will be required)
4 Weijies. =) haha... the power of reproducing...
4 X-factor in their lifestyles (The anointing, touch of God)
4 Yoke-carrying (Carry the yoke, burden of Pastors and church)
4 Z.... ( this is for any of you to suggest to me? =) hahahahaha)


Good night... going to sleep and dream...

Saturday, February 21, 2009

i am still alive!!

Just decided to blog so that it is still alive... haha


I had C5 CG today and before anything began, i got their attention and taught them something. These are the kind of things that we got to do. This is more important than just telling someone to read the bible or to learn or to change. This is a real scenerio where people just got to face the situation, know what is happening and lift their thoughts to a higher level and make some decisions about their lives.

These are the intangible that are most precious in this place. Without it, heart of God church wouldn't be call its own name. that is why we are very strong in this...

You will know it when you receive it. =)

So C5, let's grow together... Let's live life together...

After CG, i had a very quick meeting with roderick to discuss C9... it was short, but it was important. after that he discuss project with the pgsm group.
I just miss roderick so much. After poly exams, he is much more free-er and i just want to spend more time with him. i think i have asked him to stay over at my house more than 20 times... haha. but he only stayed once... or twice? haha... doesn't matter. more will come.

so after that, i took a bible and went down to hang out with my people. we ate a quick dinner then head to coffee bean to just sit down and read. all of us were reading , and su ling was playing with designing. zac, kian leng were reading "You the Leader", as they needed to do some book review by the night... it was so funny seeing everyone rushing it! haha.. and i know some people are late... wahaha! I think I will be late too if I am in AMT. waahgaha.

so we just hung out, then i went to office, and did some work for New Generation...


Hmmm. I realised I have not talked about New Generation yet... Here goes:

Let me use 1 sentence to describe it.
New Generation - A ministry that brings Heaven to souls (In schools) and also brings souls to Heaven by displaying the love of the Lord through their testimonies and lifestyle.

That summarises it. =)

Last week's testimony by Esther was like a dream come true. Seeing how NG has impact and brought faith to many other schools (I believe).
More is to come!

Genesis 25... Look to the north, south, east, west, all these SCHOOLS will belong to Heaven.

Chaos...

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

youtube surfing

there are so many videos on youtube. you can almost literally know the world through it... here are some cool videos I found:

Powerful old woman! Girls, learn from her!


Funny prank!


Just for laughs!


We got to try this some day!!!!

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Touch from Heaven

I had a great Quiet Time today... I worship for 5 - 6 songs, of which many were old songs, from Red Rain, Hillsongs... Then i realized that I really like Hati Hamba - CHC, Sure - Red Rain, Hold on - Red Rain... I felt like a new christian. Ha-ha.

Soon after (not so soon after all, since it was 40mins later), I felt that God said He wants to speak to me, so i stood up and stand in front of my bed in case God slain me in the Spirit...


True enough it happened... These are it:
"I anoint you to preach" - lay hands on my head;
"I want the skillfulness of hands" - I stretch my hands towards heaven,;
"Guard my heart with integrity, make it pure and holy" - I touched my heart;

Not enough, there is second round:
"Let your strength come out of you" - lay hands on abdomen;

Still not enough, bring the third round:
"spirit of love" - lay hands on head;
"Go therefore and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the Father and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit; and lo, I will be with you always, even to the ends of the earth, amen!

Then I realized it is a progression. After the first 2 rounds, then I am ready for the final round and the calling. Truly, God answers prayer...

Then I went on to pray through my prayer list... These are it:
Pastors / Leaders

Exo 20:12 "honor your father and your mother, that your days may be long upon the land which the Lord your God is giving you.
Growth-2000/350
Eph 4:16 "from whom the whole body, joined and knit together by what every joint supplies, according to the effective working by which every part does its shares, causes growth of the whole body for the edifying of itself in love
Leader of leaders
Judges 5:2 "When leaders lead in israel, when the people willingly offer themselves. Bless the Lord!
Fear of God
2 Cor 7:1 "Therefore, having these promises, beloved, let us cleanse ourselves from all filthiness of the flesh and spirit, perfecting holiness in the fear of God."
100

After that, I just sit down and cry out to God... moving from independent to God-dependent.
I just grow in faith that God will help me in whatever that I do, and what I don't think I can do...
When I open my eyes, the room was almost brighter than the day though it was 8pm...


Many tears and brokenness were present. Humility was definitely around.

If God speak to you... you never forget that day...

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

great sabbath

I had a lot of fun today...

Ec-ing was a great experience. I want to do it more often, i want to get the hang of it... I want to do it well!!! There is a hunger for it now...hahaha... It will surely grow me to another level...

School isn't as satisfying... The lecturer was indeed strict. I should say he is almost legalistic... anyway, it is over. haha. After I finished, i left... can i tell you, i feel like a zombie...

have been staying out for 2 days already, since saturday morning till monday night...haha. It felt as though I live alone and the feeling is pretty good. Anyway, that explains my zombie state. Chc morning prayer is really a test of your mantle. =)

Then in the noon, i went to visit gina tan in the hospital. But worry not, for she is well, and recovering fast. The worst thing are the projects and school isssues. it is unreasonable. Anyway, glad to see Gina again. =)

lastly, we hung out with charleston, eating then playing LAN. haha... it was a experience for Charleston, but well, all of us complain of the giddiness. haha. Just loving to hang out with my leaders. Jokes aside, and loads of other talks.. wahahaa....

now, it is time to work!!

God has blessed us with this already!!

1) Growth - Mindset
2) Pastors
3) Conviction of the people - Idealism