Monday, January 12, 2009

What if?

I had a great time hanging around Pastors last night and it just triggered this thought inside of me... What if I were this... or that...doing this... or doing that...

So I really thought a lot and these are some of it... Very interesting. Maybe you can try.

1) If I can be a president: I think I would crash because I can't really plan well. That is at this point in time. That's why I need to grow, plan more, be more macro-minded. Be God-dependent, push myself to my limit, step out of my comfort zone. force myself... kill myself. resurrect myself. You get the point... Ha-ha... Let's say if I can handle it well, I think my first aim is to get rid the PASSIVE spirit in the Asians. Then extravagantly encourage creativity, but setting the boundary with laws and orders. That would Singapore much more exciting and joyful to live in. =)

2) If I can create anything. I would make something that can keep one awake and energized. Be it internally chemical-works or externally contact-reaction, it will surely help me a lot, and I believe, many people would want it too... ahahahaha. I can be rich... But well, let's put it somewhere first. Copyrighted, trademark. =)

3) What if i am a pastor... I think there would be a lot of thoughts going through me, a lot of responsibilities, and burden that I am carrying for the church and all. I would first feel honored, to be able to be given the opportunity and PRIVILEGED to carry this burden.
John 15:16 - For you did not chose Me, but I chose you that you may go out there and bear much fruits and that your fruits should remain. And whatever you ask the Father in My Name, He will give it to you.
This has always been the value in my spirit ever since God saved me. So that would be the first thought.
Then secondly, I think I would feel a holy fear to make sure things happen, to take charge.
The mantra: Step in, step up, take charge, make decisions, make things happen.
That would be constantly on my mind!!! Ha-ha. Imagine... If you don't do the things you are supposed to do, who would do it? There isn't really anyone. Thats why I honor my pastors and my leaders. They do not take "OFFs", nor "LEAVEs", nor "MCs", and very little breaks to plan, pray, help, encourage, teach, minister, support, nurture, know, and lead us. So the 2nd thing I would do is to really sit down and set my value system and convictions right. And that must surely be in flow with the Church. Anyway, I would never start a church by myself.

4) What if 2nd coming of Christ is confirmed, at HAND. Jonathan will answer you. He says he is very scared. You can check out his blog address:
www.smilefreak-.blogspot.com


It doesn't pay to dream, and think...

Thursday, January 08, 2009

surge of feelings - influx of emotions

My lecturer did not turn up for lecture and here we have another hour of break.
It has almost become a norm not to see him around or to even see him early...

But nonetheless, it gives me a good opportunity to blog. =) wahaha.

The first service of the year was eminently glorious, enlivening and exhilarating, all in one. Pastor Lia is one dynamic, revelation-al, spiritual leader. She carries the aura of God in all her ways and works, that anyone who were to come in contact will by no means feel the love of Christ and the power of His ways.

I am so proud that she is my pastor!

Our vision for 2009 is to......
keep striking 2008.
keep guarding the ethos of our church.
the spirit, the heart, the culture, the union, the intangibles...
keep 4D-ing, and having faith.
keep growing.

KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!
KEEP being hungry for more and not satisfied with just enough.

2009 - Here we go...

Just when all were set, and ready to go, the brakes of life still comes to stall.
stall us of our progress.
break us of our momentum.

Things happen, and hearts are stirred.
I just feel so much for my family's salvation... No one has the ability to predict the exact time of things that are to happen. You never know when they come and when who may go.

What you can do is to cherish and be safe than be sorry. And that is what I am going to do. I am just afraid that my parents may go anytime. The motivation I have now is that of 1 incident might create the possibility of many other similar incidents. In fear of the regrets, I will do something. I want to see them in Heaven, and I want them happy...

Ah...

Surge of feelings, influx of emotions...
Psalm 100. Cover it all.

Friday, January 02, 2009

New Year!

Happy new year everyone...

A new year, a new refresh.. Surge of emotions, influx of energy, overflowing of ideas...
Haha... what do you think about on a new year's day...

New way of tracking your finances? Haha...
Ideas to groom yourself? hmmm.... not bad.
Interesting ways to brighten your life.... well....
To-do's to complete...Aw. have you enough...

Well, nonetheless, I have my settings done for 2009.

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Application: "The game of life".


Username: Ang Wei Jie
D.O.B: 2nd June 1989
Gender: Male
Residential location: Yishun, HOGC.
Password: ************
Language: English, tongues.

Strength: Energetic
Intelligence: Word
Mission: Character, Competence.
Quest: Prayer, Thinker.

09 will be different... I will complete my quests, and accomplish my mission.

Friday, December 26, 2008

The year is over

It has been a fast one, and definitely an eye-opener - 2008 experience.
The year has already gone past without you realizing it. Man really cannot chase time. Nothing can.

We just had our Christmas service yesterday and it was a breeze. This year's Christmas did not really feel like one. Probably because of the many events that we have in church that brought down the hype of Christmas Event.

As a leader in HoGc, you$ never stop doing things, you never quit from being busy... Things are just always going on and on... But at the end of the day, the rewards are all that you ever yearn for...

These are the things that brought life to me whenever I think about it:

1) Zi Ling sharing her testimony on stage! It is like her dream come true. And it brought a little heaven to my soul knowing that her dream has come true. You never find that feeling anywhere else. Not in winning the basketball championship, not in earning your first $500, not receiving praises from people...

I suddenly have this thought. Sometimes people ask "If you have a chance to live life again, what would you do?".
Well, as a matter of fact, when you are born in the faith, you are living your 2nd life. When you are baptized with Christ, you were crucified together and resurrected together. You live a new life of obedience to the Lord. That's what we call a "new man". The old has passed away, the new has come.

So if any of you really dislike your life and wants to start afresh, it is possible. =) Come to Jesus and He will bring you through it. I am living my 2nd life now. I start a new.

So back to the rewards of life.........
2) E ray, jason, Yu Heng, Terry, Crystal, Queenie, Vernon, Zhong Ying, Hui Hang... ...
These are the people that bring life to me whenever I see them. E Ray is pure and nice... Jason can be quiet at times, but crappy many times...ahah. I never really hanged out with Yu Heng and Terry yet but yearning to do so sooN!!!! Crystal is funny, and energetic... haha, that is life in itself!!! Queenie is interesting.. ahha, my school mate. =) Vernon is smart!!! But well, i like him not because he is smart, but because he is who he is.... Zhong Ying is a good chess player!!! ahah. She is quiet and just adding life in her little giggles. =) Hui Hang........ see you soon!!! haha.

Just the thoughts of them will bring a destiny to my life.

3) Friends... I thank God for friends like Nicholas Lee... Esmonde... Colin... Zachary... that would just encourage and pump some faith into you whenever they see you...
The hugs of Esmonde.
The "high-ness" of Nicholas.
The silent words of Colin. (Haha, I don't know what I mean... He is just funny, probably because of the sense of security that he can provide with his commando-trained muscles)
The occasional jokes of Zachary...

haha... the list goes on...

2009 will be greater and my tips for everyone, including myself is...

CATCH UP WITH LIFE... it runs faster than you...
especially in Heart of God Church.

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

interesting blog

Hi everyone,


I was just thinking about my blog and shu qing was saying that I did not update for quite some time. Hmmm. then I had this interesting idea.

The idea is that I will blog whenever anyone wants something.. haha...

but the criteria is this: It must be sensible request...
So let me put it in clearer terms: If you want to write about a certain topic, e.g. Love, hope, faith, what do you about this issue? this problem? etc... something like that. Please feel free to tag it, and I will blog down my views.

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Faith at your service...

God has blessed us with this already!!

1) Growth - Mindset
2) Pastors
3) Conviction of the people - Idealism